Joining PMSPKAL is not easy at all.
Yes, it seems like you are top of all SPKAL students,
but the same time,
the stress you face was double or even triple or even more compare with others,
for the first time,
i work with people where come from a different states in malaysia even from china,
at first,
i dont think IS will give us cooperation,
but now,
it seems local people even worst compare with IS,
i not regret join this,
its a way for me to learn ,
to grow,
to see,
to identify,
yes,
i am superb busy compare with 1 sem,
but i learn more compare with 1sem.
thanks to those who try to pull me down,
thanks to those who supporting me all the way,
and thanks to those who believe me.

Miss

U are miles away from me,
But yet,
I still miss you,
Why?
I try to make myself busy in order to forget you,
But seems like not working at all,
How do u do?
Saw ur blog,
Seems like you are also facing relationship problem,
Wish u can choose ur Mr. Right.
All the best

24.3.2012
I can't reach what you aim for me,
I always disappoint you,
Start to feel i not qualify to be there with you,
Ur status and standard is really far above from me,
Is a long journey for me to learn it from you,
I feel so embarrass when people said what i have today is because of you,
People select me is because you are my senior,
But not because of,
I am PeikWen.
In short,
I know,
I not qualify to hold that post.

This is also the first time my heart broke,
I know u crying behind the door,
But,
I shame to face you,
I am just like a kid,
Giving you burden.

Please don't tear again.
I am tired of that.
It shouldnt work like this.

17 3 2012

17 . 3 . 2012
Great that have the opportunity to see to watch third year seniors FYP,
I still have lots to learn to ensure that one day i could be like them, presented it with full of confidence and clear to the audiences.
Well Done, Casey Hong, Rochelle Soo, Cool Fung, and others that already present,
What a relief to them.
Haha ^^

Well, weekend not only jz end like this,
done with FYP,
outing for celebration is a must for them, i think,
hmm,
going out with my senior is the climax of the day,
is fun that i could spend my time with senior,
Bah kut teh, Mcd,
wow, full and superb full,
spending time with senior for that three hours will never be enough,
wish we could have more time,
i don't know whether others know about our outing or not,
i wish, i pray,
no one see IT,
Anywhere, have a great time with senior,
start to miss that moment.

Here come midnight,
1am,
guess,
what i got,
Is Hot Red Bean Soup,
credit to Rochelle Soo,
ur soup warm me up during raining day,
make my wind wet a little bit better,
thanks

Thank You

宗教本来就是我们之间的障碍 ，
但妳却愿意暂为我而牺牲，
我不能为妳做任何事，
只能答应妳，
我不会背叛妳。

妳跌伤，妳肚痛，妳出红疹，
我心疼，
总觉得，
这都是我的错，
觉得上帝正惩罚妳 ，
我开始内疚，
我不知道妳还会发生什么事，
我绝对不想影响妳的成绩，
要不然，
我真的没勇气在和妳走下去。

祈祷 ，
妳会一切顺利，
我不希望妳在受伤 。

也谢谢妳，
为我准备了晚餐，
看似平凡的饭菜，
但却含有满满的爱心，
谢谢妳，
我真的很幸福，
感恩。