why

Even i kept remind myself that i not suppose to think more about you,
But , yet, i fail.
can i know, may i know, please let me know,
what are you thinking actually,
please let me know.

u kissed me front of public,
u hold my hand while shopping,
is this only care between senior and junior?
or more than that?

what are u thinking actually?
why are u treated me extra good ?