24.3.2012
I can't reach what you aim for me,
I always disappoint you,
Start to feel i not qualify to be there with you,
Ur status and standard is really far above from me,
Is a long journey for me to learn it from you,
I feel so embarrass when people said what i have today is because of you,
People select me is because you are my senior,
But not because of,
I am PeikWen.
In short,
I know,
I not qualify to hold that post.

This is also the first time my heart broke,
I know u crying behind the door,
But,
I shame to face you,
I am just like a kid,
Giving you burden.

Please don't tear again.
I am tired of that.
It shouldnt work like this.